everything gets tired

[Chad]

life is a succession of sparks, with an ongoing thread

each new excitement pushes one forward

but around age 36, you become mournful...every single thing sucks

it's not depression or emotional problems...it's biology, we are not supposed to live this long without conflict

so the world they leave us is just an illusion and we can die and drink and take drugs

I seriously think that everything I've seen is a joke and test upon me

[Eight Bit Alien]

Chad come back to us buddy

[the awesome Assassin]

Hey Chad get a hot tub... Sounds like you need a soak.