nevermind
- MeatGrease
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Re: let's doxxx!
Real name - Chet
Location - nowhere, doesn't matter
fuck you pay me
Location - nowhere, doesn't matter
fuck you pay me
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- Chad
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- Chad
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- Hella Evil & Shit
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Re: let's doxxx!
There's the life and there's the consumer event.
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- Hella Evil & Shit
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Re: nevermind
A rumbling nearly too low to hear
Thuds through your chest
Living thunder
Releasing a blur of murderous grace
Lunging
A creature of singular menace
Satya
She moves as if movement where unnecessary
Shoulders ripple like ash and smoke, paws warning the earth
Satya
Something flutters under your ribs
She
Is
Terribly
Beautiful
Anger answers injury
Actions answer anger
Until she is only deaths claw submitting to her own death
Already death
Anger erases her of every other self
Promises broken long before it was made
She lunges ahead always ahead
What answers pain lives ahead
What is killed ahead lives
What rewards living escapes ahead
The promis that is kept ahead
Always ends now
Until she is only
Deaths claw submitting to her own death
Approaching fury
Rises as death
Takes hold fury
Rises as death triumphs
Fury knows itself as
death all along
But where was life's rising?
Satori
I will not suffer without making others suffer
I will not lie down without making others lie down first
I will not cower without making others cower first
I will not die without making death die first
Until she is only....
She pours forth like the rain
Satya
As death appears fury rises
As death approaches fury rises
As death takes hold fury rises
As death triumphs fury knows itself as death all along
Honey suckle
She pours forth from pain
Always towards all that promise the end of pain
Broken long before it was made
Because this is the desert
Because there isn't honey suckle anywhere
Because there Isn't any honey suckle for miles
Staya raises her enormous snout and lets out a mourning cry
Blind with pain
Please forgive me for thinking faith means certainty
You do not deserve this, no creature deserves this continuum of anguish without reprieve
But where there is grace so pain and fear do not define everything
Or what is beyond voice when there is nothing to give?
Hot tears her only words
The heave of her own ribs the only broken offering she can give
Staya shakes her giant head then
Shakes it violently
The child steps toward her huge ear, moments away from being captured by a whirlwind of pain and fury
Leaning into, her lips nearly touching the rough fur as an almost kiss might to whisper in Satya's ear something even more intimate
"Run"
Thuds through your chest
Living thunder
Releasing a blur of murderous grace
Lunging
A creature of singular menace
Satya
She moves as if movement where unnecessary
Shoulders ripple like ash and smoke, paws warning the earth
Satya
Something flutters under your ribs
She
Is
Terribly
Beautiful
Anger answers injury
Actions answer anger
Until she is only deaths claw submitting to her own death
Already death
Anger erases her of every other self
Promises broken long before it was made
She lunges ahead always ahead
What answers pain lives ahead
What is killed ahead lives
What rewards living escapes ahead
The promis that is kept ahead
Always ends now
Until she is only
Deaths claw submitting to her own death
Approaching fury
Rises as death
Takes hold fury
Rises as death triumphs
Fury knows itself as
death all along
But where was life's rising?
Satori
I will not suffer without making others suffer
I will not lie down without making others lie down first
I will not cower without making others cower first
I will not die without making death die first
Until she is only....
She pours forth like the rain
Satya
As death appears fury rises
As death approaches fury rises
As death takes hold fury rises
As death triumphs fury knows itself as death all along
Honey suckle
She pours forth from pain
Always towards all that promise the end of pain
Broken long before it was made
Because this is the desert
Because there isn't honey suckle anywhere
Because there Isn't any honey suckle for miles
Staya raises her enormous snout and lets out a mourning cry
Blind with pain
Please forgive me for thinking faith means certainty
You do not deserve this, no creature deserves this continuum of anguish without reprieve
But where there is grace so pain and fear do not define everything
Or what is beyond voice when there is nothing to give?
Hot tears her only words
The heave of her own ribs the only broken offering she can give
Staya shakes her giant head then
Shakes it violently
The child steps toward her huge ear, moments away from being captured by a whirlwind of pain and fury
Leaning into, her lips nearly touching the rough fur as an almost kiss might to whisper in Satya's ear something even more intimate
"Run"
There's the life and there's the consumer event.
- MeatGrease
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Re: nevermind
What, you're turning into Robert now? Stop doing that shit dude
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- Hella Evil & Shit
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Re: nevermind
There's the life and there's the consumer event.
- spacehamster
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Re: nevermind
Everytime I see this thread. In my head. In yours now too.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rSSVDGY0dP4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rSSVDGY0dP4
storm shadow wrote:This is what happens when people use the internet to get through adolescence, instead of drugs and heavy metal.
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- Hella Evil & Shit
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Re: nevermind
These ideas or feelings or ramblings had their satisfactions. They turned the pain of others into memories of one's own. They turned pain, which is natural, enduring, and eternally triumphant, into personal memory, which is human, brief, and eternally elusive. They turned a brutal story of injustice and abuse, an incoherent howl with no beginning or end, into a neatly structured story in which suicide was always held out as a possibility. They turned flight into freedom, even if freedom meant no more than the perpetuation of flight. They urged chaos into order, even if it was at the cost of what is commonly known as sanity.
There's the life and there's the consumer event.