I saw Larry about a year ago...he's doing great.Cascade Whore wrote:Larry lifelessBUNGVOX wrote:so who's next? forget about sweet lord weiland.
i'm calling it now....lemmy by summer 2016.
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happy birthday!hooked on sonics wrote: ↑Mon Sep 21, 2015 6:08 am I've done heroin, in extreme and unusual moderation, hundreds, maybe thousands, of times over the last decade with no real problems aside from a few friends dying Darwin-style. I've done meth maybe a dozen times and will never go near that again -- scary stuff!!! Meth is easily the worst drug there is. Be safe dude. It's never too late to turn around, I've seen people crawl out of the gutter and become normal again. It might be the one of the harder things to do in this world, but it can be done.
And yeah, a bundle of H isn't gonna kill you if you have any kinda tolerance at all. A few days off is nothing, as I guess you now know. I had a friend who, before he finally did clean up somehow, did literally 2 bundles per shot and it barely phased him. For years. He had a few private classy dealers and steady connection. And a big bank account, so he never had to go without drugs ever. There is/was a crazy fentanyl death epidemic going on all up and down the east coast and even that stuff barely put him under. The fentanyl is how he finally got clean -- after he was with a guy who terminal OD'd on a single bag (my friend did his normal 24 bags) and he finally said "Enough!" and kicked it with a very fast & brutal (like a week at most) methadone taper. To keep himself occupied after that he did a perfect 100% Final Fantasy Tactics game over the course of a month laying on his parent's couch, ha. Somehow that worked for him! He had to move away to the middle of nowhere in Indiana to avoid the temptation to relapse (he 100% would've) and is now doing well, new job and life. All this started happening only 3 months ago. He'd been addicted for 10 years, although only the last 5 shooting.
Also, just so you know, meth can override H withdrawal pretty good. I don't know if I'd recommend it, but since you're already using everything maybe it's worth keeping in mind? The above-mentioned friend experimented with this extensively last year. Each time he only lapsed back to H when the guy who knew the biker-gang that sold the meth went to prison or disappeared for a while.
Take care.
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My doctor suggested I go on Wellbutrin for weight loss. I feel like telling him to fuck off now.copstache wrote:- effexor
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I never used to realize this, but you don't have to donate to all homeless in LA indiscriminately.Scumfucker wrote: ↑Tue Mar 19, 2013 11:39 pm This is gratuitous live journal jimmy buffet shit but some of you maybe mildly mused. I guarantee I'm number one in the reeeelapse death pool
I sleep from 6am to 9:30am. Don't matter with no job. I walk to one of my regular homeless free food line called the hippy kitchen. It happens to be by the infamous Gladys park ( dope spot where lookouts yell clear when the cops are gone and its safe to deal. This happens all night every night) To walk there you walk past the Midnight Mission. The streets smell like piss and there are hundreds of homeless out. am asked "cavi" 5 times on the way there. I stand in line for 10 minutes and get served lentils with ham, fresh salad, a buttered bagel and buttered French bread piece. I eat and go to the hippy kitchen clinic where they give me a multivitamin, antacids, and condoms. On the way back walking home there are Christians giving out free heroin cookers and splitters to promote not sharing the same cooked to avoid hepc/ aids. I grab a cooker cos you never know when you might need one. As I pass the Midnight Mission I see a white crack head begging a crack dealer for 2 bucks worth of crack and being obnoxious so the dealers homie punched him I'm the stomach hard and dropped him. Them he kicked his face fucking soccer style. The guys fave splattered with blood. He managed to pop the dudes eyeball and break his nose. They yelled at him to get the fuck away and he was crying bloody saying he couldn't see. He wandered in front of traffic and around the block. Dude left a trail of blood and the ambulance came by. I hear sirens every fucking night. Only ended up smoking weed and taking a xanax today along with my psych medsaxil and buspar. This is not quite as bad as the crack and heroin I did last week. Or the crystal method I did the week before that.
I am nu,Ber 1 in the reeelpse death pool. Ever since the. Nervous breakdown this is what I've devolved into. True insanity is not just hearing voices, but being able to have coherent conversations with the voices. Or hallucinating shadow people floating in your room. I'm on section 8 and food stamps. I will sign up for bash welfare benefits on Apr 1st. I will get $200 bucks in monetary methadone a month. $70 extra for a bus pass I probably won't buy. Food is free everywhere. All that money can go to rent $62 bucks a month ( lol, no joke). Then $50 for a phone bill. That leaves me with $158 in cash and 200 in food stamps. I then sell 100 in stamps for $50 bucks. So that's $258 to play with with no job. I reached my childhood dream of having no responsibilities. My major problem in life is "don't have too much fun". For me too much fun could mean me being Jason Molina or my close friend Erik who overdosed the day before the super bowl. No job, plenty of food and shelter. I do whatever I want whenever I want with the few bucks I have. I sleep whenever for how ever long I want. I play videogames and play on the net and read great books and hang with great friends every day.
I went to a recovery meeting on xanax and realized that even though this bottom feeding freedom is fucking amazingly great in ways, if I didn't get high I would get bored and get a job and move on to bigger better things or at least get a good job and be a productive person in the hood. But let's face it, chances are the drugs will probably win or I'll get killed in random violence or robbing. Or bad karma for being a college graduated waste of space on welfare.
Death pool champ. I challenge someone to die sooner.
It's not as tax deductible, but you can choose to donate directly to hot ones at places like LA Metro bus/subway stops, and other places...
It sucks to say this, but yeah, it's true.
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Fun fact, I have never seen a good looking homeless girl in LA showing cleavage with a sign being homeless for more than a few hours.
And yeah, BTW, they do show their breasts to try to get help.
My guess, and this is just a guess, is that somebody cleans her up real good after she gives in from desperation.
I have been in the LA area for a decade and a half. Same thing every time.
There are some women that are genuinely crazy or have some mental disability and drug problems on top of that, but our population which is mostly Hispanic and blacks can easily look past that. Even severe stank if she has a nice looking body.
The ones in the homeless encampments are either guys, or women that won't clean up. Which is sad.
And yeah, BTW, they do show their breasts to try to get help.
My guess, and this is just a guess, is that somebody cleans her up real good after she gives in from desperation.
I have been in the LA area for a decade and a half. Same thing every time.
There are some women that are genuinely crazy or have some mental disability and drug problems on top of that, but our population which is mostly Hispanic and blacks can easily look past that. Even severe stank if she has a nice looking body.
The ones in the homeless encampments are either guys, or women that won't clean up. Which is sad.
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Here's a good example of what happens to hot bitches in LA after they are all used up.
https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/articl ... nnels.html
https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/articl ... nnels.html
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This guy's a pretty good YouTuber that documents what happens when women that aren't hideous looking go homeless. He's based in Detroit, but it's not all that different in LA. Maybe a sliver better because of the cold weather not being such a factor.
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Hey sorry you didn't make it bud. I hope you're reading this on your laptop from the great beyond. I know you're not, but I thought it was a nice thing to say.
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Go fuck yourself, Kaka.
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Fuck you fake Kaka.
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Quit drinking and try it.cxwx wrote: ↑Thu Mar 24, 2022 8:29 pmMy doctor suggested I go on Wellbutrin for weight loss. I feel like telling him to fuck off now.copstache wrote:- effexor
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- trazadone (as a supplement to any of the above)
- lamictal
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- paxil
those are what i remember anyway
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Shut your fuckin hole.
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BUNGVOX got powerbombed off the stage because he wasn't T.W.O 4 LIFE brother.
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"Kaka human trafficking speedrun" is not what I would have guessed for this thread
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I've never seen a homeless woman in LA being trafficked. They are doing it on their own looking for money to buy drugs.Toilet Fleet wrote: ↑Sun Mar 27, 2022 10:00 am "Kaka human trafficking speedrun" is not what I would have guessed for this thread
Usually if they have a pimp he's not letting them live on the street or homeless encampments. They live with the pimp or something like that.
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This guy on YouTube from Detroit sums it up pretty nicely if you're interested.
https://www.youtube.com/c/ChosenWon/vid ... shelf_id=0
https://www.youtube.com/c/ChosenWon/vid ... shelf_id=0
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Did you draw the cartoon rabbit yourself?
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6 months later on the street it looks like she aged 20 years. She spends $200 a day on crack and heroine but can't afford a place to live.
How do you think she makes $200 a day for crack and heroine?
That's a lot of mayonnaise. These girls are trafficking themselves obviously.
Same in Los Angeles. They hang around DTLA and LA Metro stations.
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The girls that are actually trafficked "sometimes" are the ones who normally work here:
https://us-losangeles.bedpage.com/therapeuticmassage
Notice how they look hot and aren't homeless. They usually have a mamasan, and they are working off some kind of "debt". But even there most of them work there on their own in LA. I would venture to say that most of them are Korean, Hispanic, or other Latina or Asian.
https://us-losangeles.bedpage.com/therapeuticmassage
Notice how they look hot and aren't homeless. They usually have a mamasan, and they are working off some kind of "debt". But even there most of them work there on their own in LA. I would venture to say that most of them are Korean, Hispanic, or other Latina or Asian.
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When you talk about homeless women. They are unwashed. They smell like stink. They are crazy and mumble to themselves and have sores on their face and lips and stuff like that
Only maybe the most ghetto black guys would want to pimp them I would guess. But even there they don't seem to.
Only maybe the most ghetto black guys would want to pimp them I would guess. But even there they don't seem to.
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This is still the weirdest autism symptom
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You shouldn't mock autistic people either TF. A lot of them did quite better than you in life.
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In Japan it's a bit different. They get a girl addicted to "host clubs"
Then they get the girl to run up a huge bill, like tens of thousands of US dollars
Then they make her give it up to pay it back. By then she is heavily into drugs and shit. It turns into a huge mayonnaise fest.
Then they get the girl to run up a huge bill, like tens of thousands of US dollars
Then they make her give it up to pay it back. By then she is heavily into drugs and shit. It turns into a huge mayonnaise fest.
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As far as the bizarre Japanese porn. They force girls off the street to sign a contract to model for porn, not knowing what they're actually signing.
Then they tell them that if they don't do the bizarre porn, they will shame them and take legal action. They all stand around her until she does the porn basically.
Then they tell them that if they don't do the bizarre porn, they will shame them and take legal action. They all stand around her until she does the porn basically.
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Yeah, in case you were wondering, it's not Yakuza, but ultimately it may as well be.
Does the awesome porno they make justify the means?
It's a close call IMHO.
Does the awesome porno they make justify the means?
It's a close call IMHO.
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We got a regular fucking Bukowski here.chrisinLA wrote: ↑Mon Mar 28, 2022 8:11 am When you talk about homeless women. They are unwashed. They smell like stink. They are crazy and mumble to themselves and have sores on their face and lips and stuff like that
Only maybe the most ghetto black guys would want to pimp them I would guess. But even there they don't seem to.