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99% garbage.

So, I'm 23, I'm living by myself, and I've been dealing with my weight for the last 15 years. And I feel like sharing my thoughts, I write them out every day anyway, and this web site seems like a good place to put them. I don't want a "sympathetic" ear, that's ONLY what I get in food-related forums and newsgroups, and from "friends" and family. I don't have a "problem," it's a life-style, it's a method. And somehow, it's just too exotic or distasteful or SOMETHING to just talk about. So here, kind of anonymous, I am.

Yesterday, I went 43 hours without food. Only coffee, cigarettes, and Tropicana Grovestand Orange Juice. I wasn't hungry at all...see, food calls to food. When you don't eat for 20 plus hours, you don't NEED food. It's when you start swallowing solids that you need more.

Yes, I AM proud of my lack of need. Because, I can SEE it now, I can see how what's considered "typical" is EXCESSIVE. I see people continually opening their refrigerators, again and again, looking with a hunger that has nothing to do with food. They are forever rooted in this pattern, this ridiculous circuit, up from the chair to the refrigerator to the table, then again, chair and refrigerator and table, etc.

43 hours, then this morning, at my mother's house, a bagel and cream cheese, she kind of forced me, and I just fell into the table routine, I still wasn't hungry, and I just ate it. And later, on my bed, I felt the stone of it in my stomach, it weakened me, I had this momentum, this living off the burn of my own body, and then this nuts inside me. But, my digestion is fast - after 2 cups of coffee, I'm a tube of toothpaste, I squeezed it out in one spurt. I looked in the bowl, I always check to see that it's ALL out, and...it was clear, like a squirt of hair gel. I kind of splashed around the water, frantic, a terror in me, and then, the reassuring brown again. Long tubes are nice, it's my digestion re-carving me hollow.

And that's this afternoon. There's more, and later, I'll send it.
Like, lately, I've been "feeding" pot to my bong with a plastic spoon.

Deke is always asking me for pictures, so I'll take some more, soon. My body's look is my work, I don't mind sharing it.

I like to lose weight, but I know there is a threshold, like anything, like doing cocaine, you have to KNOW where the peak is, and STAY there. You don't try to keep getting higher, because you simply can't; PAST that peak is only downhill. If you know yourself, then nothing is dangerous.

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uh... who?

katie

Hell-haine wrote:99% garbage.

Untrue. Unless you can do better.

all of you are foed except dr fondles. thank you.

Hell-haine wrote:99% garbage.

Faguette.

http://lornamorgan.josex.com/scorebathfoamy/index.html

To the horror of most of her fans, though, she continued to pose after being impregnated.

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Wormholegenerator wrote:

Super not a fan of boobies this fake.

I really hope that gif is fake because...her tits were already too big when they were natural.

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Assplay!!! wrote:

Bored, Esq. wrote:

Assplay!!! wrote:

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Wormholegenerator wrote:

Super not a fan of boobies this fake.

I really hope that gif is fake because...her tits were already too big when they were natural.

right after the shirt breaks it looks like they cgi grow or something no?

Either way, if that woman came up to me and said "Wanna titty bang me?"... I'd be on those jugs in a heartbeat.

Ghost Dad wrote:

Hell-haine wrote:99% garbage.

Faguette.